AWOL
These past weeks have been alot on my half which is why I haven't posted anything for so incredible long, sorry abou that...
School is a mess, along with my life, my ME/CFS has been a wreck and my body have had no stability whatsoever. One day I'm actually "good" and in school, the next I leave bed 2 times in 24 hours. It's driving me crazy to never know.
I did defy my body during my birthday (I'm offically legal now) which I celebrated in Belgium for 4 days pushing up and beyond my max limit everyday which ended with me getting some virus leaving me in bed for almost two weeks. Not too bad actually. So school did without a doubt take a hard hit (again) resulting in me having to jump off yet another subject, chemistry. So right now I'm catching up in math and biology in the hope of getting atleast a pass.
School is a mess, along with my life, my ME/CFS has been a wreck and my body have had no stability whatsoever. One day I'm actually "good" and in school, the next I leave bed 2 times in 24 hours. It's driving me crazy to never know.
I did defy my body during my birthday (I'm offically legal now) which I celebrated in Belgium for 4 days pushing up and beyond my max limit everyday which ended with me getting some virus leaving me in bed for almost two weeks. Not too bad actually. So school did without a doubt take a hard hit (again) resulting in me having to jump off yet another subject, chemistry. So right now I'm catching up in math and biology in the hope of getting atleast a pass.
Boring, I know...
I'm just so tired of being told that I should give in to this frikkin disease, no fukking way. I still have dreams. I WANT to finish highschool. I WANT to live a normal teenage life. I WANT to excercise. I WANT to university. I WANT to study abroad. I WANT to join the military. I WANT to work in the law enforcement or with biomedicin. I WANT to live abroad. I WANT to get my life back.
And I'm definitely not giving up without a fight.